Feb 28, 2006 12:35
Okay, lately I've been okay. Things are hard at home since it is now my job to do everything, this of course brings stress. Luckily stress I believe I am able to deal with when it comes along. Other than minorly overwhelming situations, I feel good. I am doing well with keeping my end around the house which has given me more confidence which I didn't think it would. This is good for me though. It's a chance to feel better about myself, gain more responsibility and maturity, which will make moving less stressful cause I'll have everything covered. Today I'm going shopping with my sister XD I'm dragging her into Hot Topic and I'm gonna try on new corsets. She will probably go to Gap or something. She's preppy but I love her anyway. Since she has moved out we're not as rude to each other but we still havn't rekindled our friendship any. I'm not sure when we'll do that but I'm sure we will eventually. Anyway I was going through a writer's block for awhile cause I was a little stressed and had alot of my mind, but I broke it! This poem goes to my friends, you'll know who at the end. XD Enjoy!
Hanging On
After all the thing I've been through
I'm still hanging on
I may lose grip sometimes
But I have friends to pull me back up
With each new day
More stress come along
The temptation to cut become harder to fight
But I have friends to pull me back up
With each new day
I find strength, showing from determination
I'm determinded to move on
Determinded to get through
Find the error of my ways
Fix my problems and start over new
I've got friends to help me along
All the changes in my life right now
All the things I'm forced to deal with
All the things inside I wish I could kill
I've got friends pulling me through to the finish line
By: Rachel (Me)
For: Aiden, Rob, Alli, Dana, Wicked, Rain & Diana
Feb,25,2006
Started: 11:09pm
Finished: 11:24pm
Remember guys, if you ever need me, you how to contact me, no matter what I'm doing I'll come to your rescue.
With all the appreitiation, friendship and love that I can give,
Thank you all for the help and support you have shown me in my time of need, Forever Your Friend, RaeRae
Will Update Later