First I randomly fall asleep for no good reason for a ridiculously long time. Then have the worst dream of my life. And THEN once I finally think I've got my bearings back it's cold, dark, and once again I don't know what the hell is going on.
I saw my mother again... and my fa- that man. I ... haven't had a dream about them in so long. It's so much easier not to think about it. I thought I was beyond it, but... I haven't felt this awful in a long time.
((OOC: I wanted to write out the actual dream but finals and projects and rackinfrnakc;ah all got in the way and now I'm so far behind I just gave up ^^;))