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hey everyone.. alright so i'm in an updating mood.. uhm yeah i need help. there's this guy that likes me, and he's amazing. he's so great and he's everything i want, but for some reason i can't say that i like him. i don't know- i just nee help i don't know whats wrong with me. liek hmm lemme try and describe it.. i am the ULTIMATE romantic. i love everything about love and romance and all that sweet stuff like kisses in the rain and cuddling, and i watch pacey and joey on dawson's creek and i just think of how bad i want that. and then when someone comes along that could potentially give me that, it's like i close myself off to any possible feeling of love or even liking that person. it's like i can wish and dream and pray for true love and the most romantic guy in the world to come along and sweep me off my feet, but when he did, it's like i would just run away and make some lame exscuse not to be with him. i don't understand any of this and i need help. the only person that is an exception to these stupid feelings is josh. when he liked me, i wasn't scared at all. i loved him so much and i was SO happy when he liked me, we just never ended up going out. why can't i feel like that with anyone else? pleaseee help me. thank you.. but on a lighter note- me and kimie are going to nora's house soon so we'll have fun =) alright byeee <33