desperation.
So I'm desperate for a job, among other things. Any job, any small tid-bit that'll pay for just my phone bill so that I may obtain a better paying job. This is obsurd. Also, considering a new place to stay.
If I could find a comfortable place where I feel safe with Eres, I'd be content. Something that isn't exactly working out for me atm.
So besides being fucked sideways as far as finances and just your daily necessities, I'm quite happy. The oddest part is that I'm completely serious, you'd think I'd be balled up in a corner somewhere if you knew the whole story, but I'm managing. Quite goddamn well.
If I could find a comfortable place where I feel safe with Eres, I'd be content. Something that isn't exactly working out for me atm.
So besides being fucked sideways as far as finances and just your daily necessities, I'm quite happy. The oddest part is that I'm completely serious, you'd think I'd be balled up in a corner somewhere if you knew the whole story, but I'm managing. Quite goddamn well.