band banquet

May 12, 2006 22:54

I was awarded some national jazz award, so I am really happy about that, but tonight really made me realize I've only two weeks left of High School. It's almost over and there is soooo much which I never got to do. So much I never got to experience. I think I need a fresh start. I need to leave and find new ground, and from there do everything I can the best I can with as much spirit as I can. I need to speak my mind to those who should hear it, rather than wait until it's far past too late. How did yall do it? I'm pretty much about ready to snap. I want to scream in frustration, and I barely comprehend why. I think it's been building up for a while though, whatever "it" is...Since freshman year or even before.

On a lighter note, I am a scrabble master, and monday I compete in Miss Nixon's Scrabble tournament finals. So far, I have never lost a game in english scrabble, but I did lose at german scrabble. ironic no?
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