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I have been trying for the past few years to do things right. I never seem to be able to be successful in this goal.
Yesterday, I had a minor victory! But it was shortlived.
For no sooner than a few hours after "hey, that actually looks good! Great work! Very good, yes yes." it was "WHY ARE YOU SO SLOPPY WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU, YOU NEVER DO ANY OF THIS RIGHT ROARHAGHASDFHF!!"
What am I doing wrong.
I am, bluntly put, whether in the position to state this or not, so tired of being harassed for something I am not responsible for or remotely related to in any way.
I am also tired of being a liar and a paranoid twat who has no life.
Why am I looking forward to this summer? I don't know. I'm probably going to get assraped by some stranger and I'm going to resent myself and the world for my entire life afterwards. But, because I'm a stupid bratty youth, I present my mind to the world in an "optimistic" state and hope this gets me by.
What is wrong with me? !$#UHJ!mgfffff.
GAH!
Gah.
Gooo!~
Buafhgds.
Man, I feel so queasy when people talk about me. Always suspecting something notoriously evil to just pop up in my face and taunt me the rest of the year.
And it does.
I hate being right about wrong.
Anyways there was no point with this.
Yesterday, I had a minor victory! But it was shortlived.
For no sooner than a few hours after "hey, that actually looks good! Great work! Very good, yes yes." it was "WHY ARE YOU SO SLOPPY WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH YOU, YOU NEVER DO ANY OF THIS RIGHT ROARHAGHASDFHF!!"
What am I doing wrong.
I am, bluntly put, whether in the position to state this or not, so tired of being harassed for something I am not responsible for or remotely related to in any way.
I am also tired of being a liar and a paranoid twat who has no life.
Why am I looking forward to this summer? I don't know. I'm probably going to get assraped by some stranger and I'm going to resent myself and the world for my entire life afterwards. But, because I'm a stupid bratty youth, I present my mind to the world in an "optimistic" state and hope this gets me by.
What is wrong with me? !$#UHJ!mgfffff.
GAH!
Gah.
Gooo!~
Buafhgds.
Man, I feel so queasy when people talk about me. Always suspecting something notoriously evil to just pop up in my face and taunt me the rest of the year.
And it does.
I hate being right about wrong.
Anyways there was no point with this.