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i feel so good. i've been translating for these russian orphans and it is the most amazing thing i have ever done. it feels like my whole entire teenage part of life has been so focused on the details; materialistic things, finding love ,and my own self interest. more than often i've been forgetting to look at the big picture. and now i feel like i've gotten to actually be part of Something. i got to be part of their world i get to see their happy faces when they meet their "host parents" all these kids want is a family all they have ever needed is love, and i sure as hell hope they get it because they deserve all the things in the world and they deserve them more than anyone. i'm so glad i got to do this.