Mar 05, 2010 20:05
tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap.
soon there will be singing.
tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap.
emotions are like waves; let them wash through you.
tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap.
the tapping doesn't quite do the same thing when you type it vs. tap it.
tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap.
sometimes all you can do is just move forward.
sometimes you have to heal yourself and work in order to survive and help your family.
sometimes things hurt and I feel alienated, betrayed, misunderstood, maybe that's ok. it's ok to feel that way, for sure. intense feelings, definitely.
judged, manipulated, and controlled.
Power Self doesn't like it when Victim steps in. or back in, rather.
tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap.
at the same time you need to take care of your family and spend time with them.
and of course also make your art and be the "prolific artist" your own self and society presses in on you to be.
and you can't please everyone, all at once. sometimes perhaps not anyone.
putting God first: challenge primo uno.