Mar 11, 2007 02:45
AGH!
late night. i am still procrastinating on stretching that hideously barely-enough-canvas canvas.
do i just go straight to church from here at 8 am??? perhaps.
there's that word again.
redundancy....
back to the painting. *silent inward scream*
what it is - there are too many people around, and I don't have the lighting I need... besides that, i used white over charcoal and have too much grey. i am trying not to hate the grey but embrace the grey... in any case deal with it... maybe it's just time for more reds and color again... revisiting why I love painting.
i hate it when it feels contrived and not passionate.
thank God for Carolina. !!! :)
the emergency music has to go back on again. that's what happened - i don't paint well in silence, as much as I love Miro... I am not Miro.... influenced by... yes... but Miro... no....
painting,
best friends,
thesis,
inward screams