May 14, 2004 23:30
yah i am in florida with courtney
i am so happy right now i am just sitting here watching her sleep i could do this all day .i honestly think she is the best thing for me i mean she makes me feel loved and beautiful and wanted and she just makes me wanna do my best and shre makes me wanna take care of her forever i really dont know what will happen after this but i hope it just keeps getting better she looks so peaceful so beautiful her love is so magical it is like when she kisses me i float in the airi dont know i probably sound dumb but this is how i feel i listen to ppl all day tell me that it is wrong what we are doing and that god didnt intend for woman to be with woman and men to be with men but honestly if god didnt want her with me so bad then he wouldnt let me feel the way i do when i look into her eyes i dont know all i know is that i love her and she loves me and i am happy and i couldnt ask for anything more right now ok i am out i am going to go back to bed with her i love you all i miss you sharaya and kellie and travis and everybody i love you all kiss kiss