dreaming demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak...
i miss updating.
well here it is.
it seems like im never the person my parents want me to be. It's like everday i get fucking scolded or yelled at for the same stupid reasons. Apparently I have an edge to me. Anyone think so?
They try to tell me what IM thinking in my own fucking head. They say im only happy when i get things the way i want. When ever i do something or want to i have it all planneed out it my head. ITS PERFECT. BUT NO MATTER WHAT SOMETHING ALWAYS CHANGES MY PARENTS ALWAYS CHANGE IT!! they say i only think about myself. i dunno? Its hard to be happy and pleasant around parents. They tell you what to do. They guide you.ALONG THE RIGHT PATH!! thats what they say.
SO SCREWED UP!
I dunno sometimes i wish i could just live with friends. But then i need my parents. I sometimes dont realize that theyt do almost everything. Without them i could do nothing. Their whole life revolves around me and addison. I have to keep that in mind.
BIG SIGH!
Anyway. BACK TO THE GOOD STUFF! MY BAND IS PLAYING AT ALEX's PARTY! I was supposed to go to a cottage for the whole week. BUT NOPE! its all going to be like i thought it was. I was worried for a bit there.
JEREMY MAN i really am going to miss you. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE!! so no excuses we are hanging out next week,
MONDAY
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
OR THURSDAY!
im just going to write down stuf that pops into my lazy head.
i went to nicoles yesterday, she came over monday, nicole is kicking soccer ass and getting drunk in kingston. RYAN!! is in sunny california, i am envious, but he'll be back to practise for the party.
addison is going out with jess finally. Im single. Staying that way for a while. I get to see the academy is at warped tour in 21 days. i havent got my report card yet. Im geting tired of playing screamo. everyone is doing it. i want to go to the drive in and wasaga beach with anyone willing. I miss my cousin. Alot. hope shes good. JUST KEEP THE MUSIC GOING! i had a pretty good birthday. THANKS TO THE PEOPLE THAT CALLED ME! Well im out for now going to think some more. im doing alot of that lately. its my moms bday on monday. august 12th wakestock. ryan and me are going.
i just got 5 hours of community service at fairy lake for the rebecca run. I wanted to tackle over tony the tiger.
srry guys im not very excited right now. my day is boring, i wish i was outside with friends on this beautiful day.
Later
<3 the academy is , william beckett and my friends and family
well here it is.
it seems like im never the person my parents want me to be. It's like everday i get fucking scolded or yelled at for the same stupid reasons. Apparently I have an edge to me. Anyone think so?
They try to tell me what IM thinking in my own fucking head. They say im only happy when i get things the way i want. When ever i do something or want to i have it all planneed out it my head. ITS PERFECT. BUT NO MATTER WHAT SOMETHING ALWAYS CHANGES MY PARENTS ALWAYS CHANGE IT!! they say i only think about myself. i dunno? Its hard to be happy and pleasant around parents. They tell you what to do. They guide you.ALONG THE RIGHT PATH!! thats what they say.
SO SCREWED UP!
I dunno sometimes i wish i could just live with friends. But then i need my parents. I sometimes dont realize that theyt do almost everything. Without them i could do nothing. Their whole life revolves around me and addison. I have to keep that in mind.
BIG SIGH!
Anyway. BACK TO THE GOOD STUFF! MY BAND IS PLAYING AT ALEX's PARTY! I was supposed to go to a cottage for the whole week. BUT NOPE! its all going to be like i thought it was. I was worried for a bit there.
JEREMY MAN i really am going to miss you. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE!! so no excuses we are hanging out next week,
MONDAY
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
OR THURSDAY!
im just going to write down stuf that pops into my lazy head.
i went to nicoles yesterday, she came over monday, nicole is kicking soccer ass and getting drunk in kingston. RYAN!! is in sunny california, i am envious, but he'll be back to practise for the party.
addison is going out with jess finally. Im single. Staying that way for a while. I get to see the academy is at warped tour in 21 days. i havent got my report card yet. Im geting tired of playing screamo. everyone is doing it. i want to go to the drive in and wasaga beach with anyone willing. I miss my cousin. Alot. hope shes good. JUST KEEP THE MUSIC GOING! i had a pretty good birthday. THANKS TO THE PEOPLE THAT CALLED ME! Well im out for now going to think some more. im doing alot of that lately. its my moms bday on monday. august 12th wakestock. ryan and me are going.
i just got 5 hours of community service at fairy lake for the rebecca run. I wanted to tackle over tony the tiger.
srry guys im not very excited right now. my day is boring, i wish i was outside with friends on this beautiful day.
Later
<3 the academy is , william beckett and my friends and family