today i watched
Paranormal Activity (for no good reason), and while yes, it was one of the scariest fucking things i've ever seen in my life, to the point of needing to stop it and walk around for a little while before reading all the spoilers, i immediately afterwards took a nap, and felt no lingering anxiety (except for jumping awake at a few loud bangs ><).
this was confusing to me.
i get nightmares about everything.
but i'm not remotely scared.
why is that?
it was then that i realised, DUH. just after the end of the movie, sam and dean sweep in and exorcise the demon, and save the girl, too bad about her boyfriend.
OBVIOUSLY. what was i thinking?