reason #798743231 why i'm an idiot
So.. I went on a second date with The Moroccan tonight. Not the ice cream Moroccan, another one. Yeah.. they like me, what can I say?
Anyway, we had tea together, he made me dinner and then we went out to a bar. It was at the bar where we decided to profess his love for me. Did I mention that I've known him for all of a week? I was so overwhelmed, weirded out and tired from a long day, that I started crying and having one of my self-loathing moments of grandeur. He held my hand and told me how amazing I am and I got really awkward. Moreso than usual. As an added suprise, he somehow talked the DJ into letting him take the mic and dedicate a song to me in front of everyone. What song? "No Woman No Cry" by Bob Marley. AWESOME....
I have made it perfectly clear that I want nothing more than friendship, someone to just hang out with. But he is the nicest and gentlest person I have ever met. He treats me like a princess (he'd move heaven and earth for me) and to be honest... it's freaking me the fuck out.
Anyway, we had tea together, he made me dinner and then we went out to a bar. It was at the bar where we decided to profess his love for me. Did I mention that I've known him for all of a week? I was so overwhelmed, weirded out and tired from a long day, that I started crying and having one of my self-loathing moments of grandeur. He held my hand and told me how amazing I am and I got really awkward. Moreso than usual. As an added suprise, he somehow talked the DJ into letting him take the mic and dedicate a song to me in front of everyone. What song? "No Woman No Cry" by Bob Marley. AWESOME....
I have made it perfectly clear that I want nothing more than friendship, someone to just hang out with. But he is the nicest and gentlest person I have ever met. He treats me like a princess (he'd move heaven and earth for me) and to be honest... it's freaking me the fuck out.