Feb 13, 2007 23:46
I really hate Valentine's day.
"Valentine's day only means something if you are already paired up. For everyone else it is just Wednesday."
-quote from House
I need a boyfriend. Really bad. Valentine's makes me depressed. I hate being single. I really hate being single. I want a valentine, I want someone who wants to spend the day with me.
You are expected to find your husband in college, and if you don't, then you only have bars/work. I only have a semester and a half left... then I'm screwed. That is really scary. I hate this. I really hate this. Everyone around me is getting engaged or married or falling in love, and then there's me... alone. I can't take this. I just want to curl up and cry myself to sleep.
Oh, and to top everything off, the only boy I have felt anything for in a year tells me that he wants to just be friends with me. And Valentine's Day is the best time to do that apparently...
OK, now I really am going to go cry myself to sleep.
Goodnight.