Forbidden love // chapter 4!
Title: Forbidden love
Pairing: Nishikido Ryo x Kato Shigeaki + Ueda Tatsuya x Junnosuke Taguchi
Author: Me =3
Rating: R
Chapter: 4/?
Summary: Ryo and Ueda are both in love with one of their band members, but what do you do when you love your band member and it isn’t allowed?
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Ryo went straight to his bed after he had eaten his noodles, but it didn't give him that satisfied and full feeling like it normally would.
He still felt hungry for something that he knew he could never get.
It was now almost 2 am and Ryo tossed and turned around in his bed, but he couldn't get comfortable.
He would drift away, for only a slight second and than feel too energetic to lay still.
The idea of Shige, probably asleep, in the room next to him, it was torturing.
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But in the other room, Shige had the same problem as Ryo, he couldn't sleep and he was hungry, but hungry for real food.
His stomach was making all kinds of noises and it was keeping him awake.
The fact that he still felt Ryo's hand burning on his cheek, wasn't helping much either.
Shige removed his blanket and walked downstairs.
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Ryo stopped moving and listened when he heard the door of Shige's bedroom being opened. He always recognized that sound and when he was awake in the morning, he would wait until he would hear the sound, jump out of bed and open the door at the exact same moment that Shige walked passed his door.
Shige would stop and they stared at each other for a few seconds before saying "Ohayo" and beginning their morning ritual in the bathroom.
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Shige walked to the kitchen and opened the fridge.
He got the milk out of the door and poured some of it in a mug.
The cool, soft liquid was refreshing in his throat and once Shige put the empty mug on the kitchentable, he yawned.
He walked back up the stairs, to his room with a satisfied feeling and once he lay in his bed, covered under his warm blanket he fell fast asleep.
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When Ryo heard Shige coming back from whatever he had done, his muscles tensed again.
His hands clasped on his cell phone even harder, that he was afraid that he would break it.
Once he heard the door of Shige's room close, he could breath more relieved. He opened his phone and looked at it's wallpaper.
It was the picture he had taken from Shige earlier.
He was slightly smiling and some of the words were easy to read. The look in his eyes told you that he was curious.
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Meanwhile, in the KAT-TUN apartment, everything was peaceful and quiet and the six boys were sleeping in their own beds, or at least the majority of them...
The only one who was still awake was Ueda who couldn't get rid of a smiling Junno. He lay in his bed, hands under his head, with eyes wide open, staring at the sealing. The image kept haunting in his mind.
It wasn't fair. What has he done to fall in love with his band-member?
Has he done something bad?
Maybe in a past life or something?
Why had he to pay for that now?
And why love?
Love that isn't allowed?
It just wasn't fair...
Ueda leaned to the side and put the light on his bed stand on. He sat right up in bed and looked around in his room. He wanted to scream so loud that his lungs had no more air.
Smash his hands against the wall until they would bleed.
Anything that would stop that horrible feeling... jealousy.
He wanted to be happy for Junno, he really wanted, but how could he be happy if he loved him too?
He couldn't even be rejected by Junno, because he wasn't even allowed to tell his feelings in the First place.
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A/N: I'm sick, I caugh and sneeze all the time and I'm really really tired, but still I wanted to give you something :)
Hope you like this chapter and please give me comments and advice, so I know what to work on ;)
Ya-ne!?