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just wanted to say i'm feeling much better now. apparently all i needed was to angst, get drunk and cry. :P went to bed, woke up, and now i'm unflappably good again. it's awesome when i just feel good, and don't need to fight for it.
today was also immediately brightened by the fact that my professor layton action figure was right outside the door waiting for me once i tried to leave the house! SUCH JOY. i'm gonna bring it to work tomorrow and prop it on my desk. it seems incredibly apt, considering that i do tech support. "THIS REMINDS ME OF A PUZZLE".
i am befuddled by the fact that all of a sudden men will approach me and/or try to flirt with me. i don't really like it. D: i like attention (it's the neglected inner child in me), and i like guy friends, but i don't like date-y guy attention because it's awkward and weird and i have to be super assertive in saying "no" and then i feel bad because i basically had to bitchslap the dude in the face to turn him away. (women are much easier; we're all so damn sensitive that all i hafta do is exert buddybuddy vibes and she'll know i'm not interested.) it's totally weird as well because i currently have pretty much the dykiest hair i've ever had in my life-- which you'd think would be a huge deterrent. maybe men are secretly attracted to lesbians. or tomboyish women. that wouldn't surprise me at all, actually, considering how many straight women i know who want their partners to have feminine qualities.
today was also immediately brightened by the fact that my professor layton action figure was right outside the door waiting for me once i tried to leave the house! SUCH JOY. i'm gonna bring it to work tomorrow and prop it on my desk. it seems incredibly apt, considering that i do tech support. "THIS REMINDS ME OF A PUZZLE".
i am befuddled by the fact that all of a sudden men will approach me and/or try to flirt with me. i don't really like it. D: i like attention (it's the neglected inner child in me), and i like guy friends, but i don't like date-y guy attention because it's awkward and weird and i have to be super assertive in saying "no" and then i feel bad because i basically had to bitchslap the dude in the face to turn him away. (women are much easier; we're all so damn sensitive that all i hafta do is exert buddybuddy vibes and she'll know i'm not interested.) it's totally weird as well because i currently have pretty much the dykiest hair i've ever had in my life-- which you'd think would be a huge deterrent. maybe men are secretly attracted to lesbians. or tomboyish women. that wouldn't surprise me at all, actually, considering how many straight women i know who want their partners to have feminine qualities.