(( nothing in between me and the rain
crap, man, i didn't know that my medicine had caffeine in it. took some at about 9pm last night, went to bed at 1am, tossed and turned until SEVEN IN THE FUCKING MORNING, feeling really restless and overheated despite it being 6C last night, and then got woken up for class by my alarm clock one hour later.
i took a two-hour power nap when i came back from class today but ughhh i still feel sick. my body can't take being healthy, ahaha. i've been trying to cut out greasy food altogether. i've also been trying to subtitute coffee with natural stimulants instead because coffee actually hurts my chest sometimes. i had coffee the other day and had to run to catch a bus; when i got on it my chest was hurting pretty badly for about half an hour and still felt kinda cramped for a couple hours after that. i'm not gonna have a heart attack any time soon, but considering that my dad and his parents before him died of cardiac arrest... well, no point stressing out my heart if i've likely inherited a tendency toward heart disease, right? :) on that note, i don't actually know how people can have more than one cup of coffee a day. maybe there's a lot of sugar in the one that i like or something that boosts my energy up so high-- if i have more than one i actually feel overheated and sick.
i'm excited about friday. :) lynette has class next to a kinda museum in the science area of monash, i think? i actually don't know what's in the science area since i'm in arts. anyway, she says that they're having a dinosaur exhibit. DINOSAURS. she's gonna take me there. i used to be totally into dinosaurs when i was a kid. the love for them came back when i went to the melbourne museum the other day. when my birthday rolls around, i am gonna treat myself to a giant encyclopedia of dinosaurs, complete with pictures. ♥
edit: I THINK I FOUND A SCANLATED VERSION OF THE INCOMPLETE?? SDLKGNDSLKHNKS FFFF WHY DID I NOT FIND THIS EARLIER. i'm really surprised considering that i stalk the internet obsessively for doujinshi.
DOWNLOAD FASTER YOU STUPID THING, I REALLY WANNA READ THIS.