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today was so fucking amazing.
this is the overview:
+ shelli and i got down there around noon or one-ish (something like that) and hung out with brien and amanda forever. and then kaila and hailey showed up! and we walked to the trees and smoked waaaaay too much weed.
+ i was more fucked up than i've ever been before. i'm pretty certain of it.
+ while i was high i called sabine! and she picked up the phone and we had amazing conversations. shit it was soo nice to hear her voice. :) i started crying really hard as soon as i hung up the phone and amanda gave me huge hugs and told me that it was going to be all right. so did brien and shelli and kaila. :) man oh man i love them. anyways, spite their efforts, i couldn't stop crying for like forty-five minutes. oh man, i was so fucked up-- just walking around with the hugest pupils in the world, dancing around to the music, thinking everyone was in slow-motion so i had to go the same speed (which basically just meant that i was dancing around everywhere really slowly haha), convinced that i was in another dimention, and that the sky was made out of cubes---- crying my eyes out.
+ i was pretty fucked up. but it was sooo much fun after i stopped crying.
+ talking to sabine was fucking amazing. i'm so happy that i decided to call her. :)
+ anyways, so we walked around forever and ever and i ran into ariel, which was super nice.
+ we left around six-thirty or so and headed home.
+ and darby was on the same bus as me and shelli on the way home! it was crazy cool. 8)
yeah man today was amazing. a lot more stuff happened too, but i'm too fucking exhasted to write it all down.
but gosh it was so nice talking to sabine. even if it did make me cry a lot. it was really nice. and i'm sooooo excited for her to come home. <3