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well good thing nobody read's this thing cause im dying to get this out of my system. the other day me and kevin hung out, cause he was back from college, and we were sitting down on my couch watching x-men. he did this stupid little yawn thing and he grabbed me and pulled me closer to him, it was so cute. and i made him lay next to me, and i kept tickling him and he kept staring at me and i was like "what'? and he's like nothing, so i stared back. i was staring at him and then he moved in and kissed me and i was so shocked and so happy because i've wanted to for so long, and i've liked him for so long. i have never felt so happy in my entire life. not even when i was with dave. kevin is just somebody who's different. he's cute, funny and smart. he's the perfect guy for me. it brings back memories when me and noelle first went to see him. how nervous i was. i liked him so much and it made my stomach turn into knots, so much that i threw up. i was glad noelle had made me go their to see him. i still am. if it hadn't been for her, i would've backed down and never been this far. we sat on my couch and hung out/ made out most the time until 3:30. then i had to go because i knew my aunt would flip a shit. i could'nt believe he kissed me. and what made it better is when we got back into his car, he was all smiley, it was adorable. and i didn't just get a hug goodbye i got a kiss. a long passionate kiss. now i like him all over agian. I CANNOT BELIEVE HE KISSED ME! god, he's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee.

F I N A L L Y

right now, my life is really happy. everything good is happening to me.
i'm so happy, i haven't been this happy since like 10th grade.
i love life.
& kevin.

WOO.

♥

& YOU KISSED ME LIKE YOU MEANT IT
& i knew that you meant it.♥♥