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[crimefamiliar]

a crackhead pulled a gun on me yesterday.
I used it as an excuse to not have to go to work today.

I think I'll get all my "whiny-little-bitch thoughts" out...

I want to play music and bond with others on a real level.
I hate aa meetings and most of the people in them.
I want to meet as many strangers as possible.
I want to talk about everything in life with someone I don't know.
I want things to work out.
I need to work out. hah.
I want to get paid sooner.
I want july to come so I can move out.
I want to not have to want anything.
I don't want to resort to frothy emotional appeals to make friends.
I want to kick an emo's ass.
I want to set fire to hot topic.
I want to cuddle.
I want a girl who can handle a relationship.
I want to fight.
I want to drink.
I want to smoke.
I want to fuck.
actually, I don't want to fuck at all, the idea disgusts me right now.
I want to bottle this up.
I want to commit terribly evil acts and have no remorse.
I want to help a stranger out with his problems.
I want to end this entry.
I think I will.
the end.