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surreal. alot of things have been laid back and easy going but very busy and fast paced. yes, it is possible...
shit man.. I think I've been letting things become a problem, though unnecessary, I've just been proned to over-analyzing situations and thought that pop up in my head.
things have been stressful but I have convinced myself otherwise, hence the first word of this entry.
Work is great, I just man the register, package and/or price merchandise, and eat candy....all day... heh. I love the job, and it's decent pay. but it doesn't leave time for seeing friends or more importantly being able to see my girlfriend. damn you 1 to 9! damn you to hell!
Being a teenager causes this perpetual melodramatic way of thinking that I abso-fucking-lutely loath.... because I always think shit's about to roll downhill.... what's even worse is that a good portion of the time, it does...thus the revolving door syndrome continues.
On a happier note-
I've got things pretty pimped out for prom. I hope all goes (s)well.
I'm looking forward to seeing Emily, It's been a week.
overall, alot of stuff has been unanswered, open ended, and vague.
I dislike being in flux, but the positive moral in the end of this story is that these temporary feelings of sadness, confusion and frustration are all trivial...
I swear I'm not emo...hah
shit man.. I think I've been letting things become a problem, though unnecessary, I've just been proned to over-analyzing situations and thought that pop up in my head.
things have been stressful but I have convinced myself otherwise, hence the first word of this entry.
Work is great, I just man the register, package and/or price merchandise, and eat candy....all day... heh. I love the job, and it's decent pay. but it doesn't leave time for seeing friends or more importantly being able to see my girlfriend. damn you 1 to 9! damn you to hell!
Being a teenager causes this perpetual melodramatic way of thinking that I abso-fucking-lutely loath.... because I always think shit's about to roll downhill.... what's even worse is that a good portion of the time, it does...thus the revolving door syndrome continues.
On a happier note-
I've got things pretty pimped out for prom. I hope all goes (s)well.
I'm looking forward to seeing Emily, It's been a week.
overall, alot of stuff has been unanswered, open ended, and vague.
I dislike being in flux, but the positive moral in the end of this story is that these temporary feelings of sadness, confusion and frustration are all trivial...
I swear I'm not emo...hah