theres a bump the size of texas!!!
I feel like Im driving myself into being looked at as a shitty person. This thought has been gettin me down lately. I've been trying to focus more on what matters to me, I feel like I've crossed a line. assumptions of morale and action. I got a load of myre at dinner last night, It seemed it was inevitable.
I feel a bit misunderstood.
The past year of work I put in so that I could learn exactly what its like to work at a large corporation and share an apartment.The simple pleasures of livelyhood, true browncollar living. Living seems near pointless unless I'm doing something substantial. Work takes up too much time but I need it to survive. + I need to go to school. I like the idea of learning,I've learned all I wanna learn about common things and simple classless human studies. I havnt been too excited about waking up lately.
I know of some remedy's so I shouldnt bog down, Its just that I want to be where I see myself, aspiring to greater and greater things, instead of seeing myself tred around in the stale air of ..well paso. I see family all the time>>>but no friends really theres only a few of them left in town. Its seems a rare event to hang out with old friends, something Ive gotten used to alittle. Im not really conveniently contactable anyways without a rad cell.
I wonder when nick is getting back, I wanna jam.
But mostly Im feelin pretty lame.
I feel a bit misunderstood.
The past year of work I put in so that I could learn exactly what its like to work at a large corporation and share an apartment.The simple pleasures of livelyhood, true browncollar living. Living seems near pointless unless I'm doing something substantial. Work takes up too much time but I need it to survive. + I need to go to school. I like the idea of learning,I've learned all I wanna learn about common things and simple classless human studies. I havnt been too excited about waking up lately.
I know of some remedy's so I shouldnt bog down, Its just that I want to be where I see myself, aspiring to greater and greater things, instead of seeing myself tred around in the stale air of ..well paso. I see family all the time>>>but no friends really theres only a few of them left in town. Its seems a rare event to hang out with old friends, something Ive gotten used to alittle. Im not really conveniently contactable anyways without a rad cell.
I wonder when nick is getting back, I wanna jam.
But mostly Im feelin pretty lame.