This Has Been On My Mind For Awhile
I wanted to appoligize to all of you.
Appoligize for the way I have behaved the past few years.
I have been an insensitive and irresponsible friend, to some more than others but still...
To Krissy... I am sorry about the way I have acted towards you. I feel as though I haven't really been there for you and I feel as though our friendship has sufferd because of me. I have said things about you,Iseah, and your Kitty that I didn't mean and were frankly, quite cruel. I was insensitive to your feelings and the people you care about. You have always been an awsome friend to me and I hope that you can forgive me for my insensitivity.
To Pimp'n Andrea... I am sorry about always joking about you and the potness and other things, I know you are not the druggy we all joke about you being and I am sorry if I offended you at all, you have done great for yourself and I am sorry if I made you feel less accomplished by bringing up old habits.
To Bri and Dori...I am sorry about my cruelness. I enjoy doing things with you guys, and I have been overly mean when you suggest we do somthing that may cost a few bucks. I was not being mean because of you I was simply angry that I couldn't do those things with you and I was angry that you could even though you both had no control over the situation. I was angry because I had pampered myself too much in the past with my spending money so when it came time for me to save I didn't want to and I am afraid I took it out on you both because of my jelousy that you were able to spend more than me.
These things have been bothering me, brewing in my mind and I am sorry for the way I have been and I don't want to treat you all like that, you deserve to be treated much better and I hope that I can be a better freind to you guys because I don't want to lose touch with you all or inadvertanly push you all away.
so one last time I hope you all know how sorry I am for rubbing salt in your wounds and being insensitive altogether.
love melis
Appoligize for the way I have behaved the past few years.
I have been an insensitive and irresponsible friend, to some more than others but still...
To Krissy... I am sorry about the way I have acted towards you. I feel as though I haven't really been there for you and I feel as though our friendship has sufferd because of me. I have said things about you,Iseah, and your Kitty that I didn't mean and were frankly, quite cruel. I was insensitive to your feelings and the people you care about. You have always been an awsome friend to me and I hope that you can forgive me for my insensitivity.
To Pimp'n Andrea... I am sorry about always joking about you and the potness and other things, I know you are not the druggy we all joke about you being and I am sorry if I offended you at all, you have done great for yourself and I am sorry if I made you feel less accomplished by bringing up old habits.
To Bri and Dori...I am sorry about my cruelness. I enjoy doing things with you guys, and I have been overly mean when you suggest we do somthing that may cost a few bucks. I was not being mean because of you I was simply angry that I couldn't do those things with you and I was angry that you could even though you both had no control over the situation. I was angry because I had pampered myself too much in the past with my spending money so when it came time for me to save I didn't want to and I am afraid I took it out on you both because of my jelousy that you were able to spend more than me.
These things have been bothering me, brewing in my mind and I am sorry for the way I have been and I don't want to treat you all like that, you deserve to be treated much better and I hope that I can be a better freind to you guys because I don't want to lose touch with you all or inadvertanly push you all away.
so one last time I hope you all know how sorry I am for rubbing salt in your wounds and being insensitive altogether.
love melis