nothings the same
Well today was over all ok, Hailee has aa problem though, shes in love with her best friend (no not me). He's really special to her and I want for her what she wants for herself, so I hope everythings ok. In case your wondering I'm still not over Ben I cant help it. Ben was so perfect I mean I cant compete with what he has now, but he's just [[the one]]. His new girlfriends name is Kacy. Shes skinny, georgus, and looks near perfect. but I guess as long as he'd happy I'll try to be happy for him. I'll see him one day all rich and famous and we'll talk about how we were crazy kids who wanted to get married, who worked out life plans. Full on life plans. Where the wedding would be, the guest list, how many kids we wanted. All this and because I moved we never even got to have a first kiss, sure we held hands but nothing more. His hugs warmed my whole body and anyone whos ever been in love can tell you how they felt. He loved his mom, church, and was a good guy, An awesome boyfriend, he broke my heart and now I'm dead