Apr 19, 2004 15:04
my life is so much bullshit. thats all it is
anything that i ever have going for me, gets fucked up
not becuase anyone else fucks it up, but becuase im fucking useless
ill be 18 in five months, and i dont even have a job
i dont have a car, a liscense, a permit
i cant even get a fucking job, im not even legal here
why would anyone want to be associated with somebody like me
i have fucking nothing to offer
and along with my life constantly going downhill..
i manage to bring everyone else down with me
my life is going fucking nowhere, its fucking nothing
im a kid with no talent, who cant get a job, or drive
how am i sopposed to do anything with my life
am i sopposed to just do everything illegally my whole life
im never gonna fucking amount to shit,
and i have to live my life knowing that.
and by the way, sorry for complaining. again