Stupid story short...

[cries_quiet]

I just want to die. There is no reason for me to stay here and to watch everything becoming worse until it goes to absolute shit. I do a lot just to help other people out, but now I think it's my turn. Here's my big pay-off, a one-way trip to the endless summer in the sky. All I need is a quiet place to do it in, and probably a tarp to keep the blood from ruining the carpet.

The sweet bliss of death.