I'm still alive! I'm just so busy! and about my day!
okay...well after endless nights and endless headaches and endless mobs in the mall...I finished my christmas shopping! (thank the lord!) Bah Humbug! I have $20.00 left now...after this week I will be saving for Cali!!! it's weird this year...I'm just not in the whole "Christmas Spirit" mombo jumbo...when I hear a christmas tune on the radio I go and change it to something else...I rome the mall for hours for the perfect gifts...which seemed to never happen...and I just have felt so sad this whole month. I think it's mainly because I hate the holidays cuz my dad isn't here for the old traditions. the only things keeping me going this holiday season is Bob and some of my close friends. anywho...today at school seemed awful for most...there were people fighting and people crying and people who are sad...it haden't been a good day for anyone! the senior breakfast was okay...cheap skates! all they do is buy dunkin doghnuts! but besides that...I got my tassle!!! which made me happy! and I got messerd for my cap and gown *smiles* and at work I had a shit load of gifts from all the little kids! lol...I walked out with 3 big bag fulls of gifts! geeesh! lol...I love them all...me and melly and me and kala exchanged gifts today! kala got me a adorible tigger watch!!! I love it kala!!! and melly got me friendship aklets! and a clip pic holder! I love them both melly thanks!! I have been so stressed out about grades, college, being god enough, etc...that I just began to cry when my mom was here! it was awful...but at last I have a week to relax and regroup! and figure things out! Bob and I have a Christmas party to go to accross the street from his school...one of his class mates is throwing it....it's at a bar in a party room! so that will be good for me! to get out and have some fun! well I'm going to get going! buh bye
*~*Amy*~*
*~*Amy*~*