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Mar 17, 2005 22:22

I am glad that energy is looking up.
I am feeling so much clearer about my feelings, as though a black cloud has lifted.
Some times I think that the chemicals change in my body, being a woman and all.
This chemical change creates a state of chaos in the woman.
All things seem uncertain at this time.
Kali energy if you like.
The darker energy of creation.
Ophidian in nature.
womb
cave
wet
dark
secret
aggressive
unsure
mutable
At this time my personality gets more cynical and dark.
The taste of music I like even changes. For example: most of the time I like real mellow stuff, such as new age music. Then when the bleeding time comes, I like things like Skinny puppy.
I like to think of energy always spiraling from positive and negative in the symbol of infinity.I am on a constant path, moving from one side and spiraling back to the other.
Back and forth.
There is an Indonesian proverb. up, then down, then up again. Such is the path of experience.
Sort of saying just go with the flow and not judge but experience things for what they are. Enjoy the up and enjoy the down.
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