yeah....
my life is pretty shitty right now....okay maybe that was a little too over dramatic....but it sure feels that way...i feel unwanted sometimes...but i think i put myself in those positions most of the time...yeah i'm really not sure what i'm exactly saying....i think i'm over him....dont want him...something about him turned me away...not really sure what i mean by this...i'm soo happy that she is actually happy for once!!! i've never seen her like this...to see her smile makes me just smile a mile wide! its great...idk what i would do without her in my life!! shes my sister that i never had!!!
ne ways i'm all caught up on school work for once...which lifts a huge weight off my shoulders...thank god....so i try to avoid drama but of course it never works...atleast she wasn't here today for her to piss me off some more...for some strange reason i knew she was going to be the problem this year i just had a weird feeling.
so i'm tired ..just got out of work so i'm going to bed...
nite everyone
ne ways i'm all caught up on school work for once...which lifts a huge weight off my shoulders...thank god....so i try to avoid drama but of course it never works...atleast she wasn't here today for her to piss me off some more...for some strange reason i knew she was going to be the problem this year i just had a weird feeling.
so i'm tired ..just got out of work so i'm going to bed...
nite everyone