all is GONE... but i would still kill for you!

Nov 30, 2005 23:56



i sit. thinking about everything thrown my way. that FUCKING PSYCHO BITCH! how could she let the person closest to me, my best friend get screwed over cuz of her insecurities. he's his own person. he has a mind and knows how to use it. he was masked my YOUR FUCKING IGNORANCE! you lead him to CUT. he tried to erase himself from the world, and not jus any world, my world... he helps me with everything! talking about how i deal with life, family, breakups, boys, girls, w/e. how could you fuck with someone's head like a selfish attention craving person. i won't forget. but knowing that he could want to survive cuz of a promise he made me... that's a major deal. today he said. "i don't know why i let her torture me, but i wish i knew how to make it stop". well guess what. he found out how after thinking about how he won't get back with you! and now he doesn't feel bad about what we did... more than once! and it was great! so ha! and neither will i because now we are both free souls and not attached to anyone so our secrets safe!

i'm a friend
i'm a listener
i'm a problem solver
i'm a stress reliever
i'm a hater towards your actions not you!
i'm a bitch
i'm a lover
i'm a best friend
i'm a great fuck buddy
i'm an amazing person to let him care for me LIKE HE COULD NEVER CARE FOR YOU!

we have each other and what more do we need... a relationship? hell no! the friendship... now that's what's gonna last forever!
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