dream of horses
i am in a fuking bitchy mood. i hate everything and everythng hates me, there are all these peple around me whre ever i go having fun and laughing and being close to one another and i can't figure out how to break in, like in highschool people thaught i was cute and so they would be my friends but now i seem to give off ths vibe of wierdness and i can't fuking break in to my department clique. neil says i smell like apple sause, people like apple sause right? on top of that i onl got like 2 hours of sleep and it was between like 7:30 nd 9:30 and on the couch in the print room. i am afraid taht none of the guys will be my fridns cause i am that stupid younger girl that jake is dateing and the girls are nto there as consistantly and for some reason have never matered anyway and plus michell scares the shit out of me. god i am in a horible mood. i am going to go print like i have never printed before so i can get the hell out of here. i will probobly not sleep again tonighht though fuck this shit. i wish jakes friends would except me, i wish i could think of somethng to say ever that wasn't so out of the realm of anything they wanted to hear that they just look away, i fuking hate this, i miss mercy so much some times. ah wll at least he is a good one. he just swiched computers so he could sit by me.
when i don't sleep very much it only takes me about 10 seconds to get rem, and i have been having the most bisar dreams on various couches around the building. i think i have been woken by faculty 3 times today,
two finals tomorow, they are at the same time, bitch
no sleep for the warior
when i don't sleep very much it only takes me about 10 seconds to get rem, and i have been having the most bisar dreams on various couches around the building. i think i have been woken by faculty 3 times today,
two finals tomorow, they are at the same time, bitch
no sleep for the warior