May 19, 2006 10:33
even though i'm remotely ok again, things still havn't gotten to the point where suicide is no longer and option. I'm confused about everything and i don't know what to do. Days are passing slow and i don't want them to....they just drag out the worst days of my life so i can wake up and relive them over and over again.
i'm broke. Because of the play, i've been broke for the last 92 weeks. $300 checks turned into $150-$200 checks. work couldn't be going any worse. i have a mojor project next week and i havn't even started it.
over and out?....for now i guess.