feeling as though i am dead, isn't as fun as if i WERE dead

Sep 19, 2005 11:52

wake up, school 7:30 to 2:22, work at 3, go home and sleep so i can wake up and do it all over again....
mrs rose pulled me aside after research paper and asked if i was alright....i responed that i was just tired and i havn't gotten alot of sleep lately.....she told me that i shouldn't work as much....i told her that she sounded like my mother and then i left. that night i worked 4 to close, a double shift on saturday (meaning i went in at 9 am and didn't get out till 10 pm), then woke up at 4:45 so i could get up and open panera and not leave till 3.....so i decided to take today off of school but yet i have to work at 4. tomorrow i have off....but i still have to go to school.

essay due in research paper sometime this week along with my drawing asignment and my pinch pot for ceramics. half day wednesday. i start a project in senoir lit. today. i have a headache. i think that i'm coming down with something....i woke up and my throat was killing me....bout that time that i get toncilitis again. i'm just waiting for that to happpen again. that would be so great....that or maybe i'll catch rob's strepth throat and i won't have to work or go to school.

if you havn't guessed, i'm over worked, over stressed and under paid....i should be making a ton of money...but not really....

i only update so you people that don't give a damn whether you see me or not know that i'm still alive.
so in reagards to you....fuck you.
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