Havn't written in a long time
Well yeah, i haven't written in a long time, sorry. but i saw no motivation to write or bore you with stupid quizes. so anyways, i now have motivation.
PORN. yeah i know gasp!!! well here's why that's my subject for today. well as some of you who read this i think porn is wrong and disgusting, and i'm a hypocrit when it comes to saying that. again GASP!!!! but you see, i hate it, i hate how i say it's bad, how i know it's bad and yet i catch myself just going to sites. WTF? see for different people porn is different things, but i'm talking about me and most guys out there. porn is poison, it destroys female personality, making them more objects than human beings, and it destroys. okay here's what i mean: i made a pact with God to keep my body holy by not looking at porn, if i do, God gets to create a little hell in my life. well see i've had that for a long long time, lots of hell in my life. now it's taken to a different level. I am dating Amber as ALL of you should know and anything is fair territory for God to create a little hell. SO, i look at porn, stuff happens, like we argue, or i can't see her, or the worst, i get really insecure. It fucking sucks, i hate porn, since i've started to date amber, i rarely look at it, as in almost never which is good, but there's those times where i go on autopilot and i find myself there. it's trouble, and this insecurty crap isn't just stuff that goes away after one day, much like the rest of my hellish experiences, it stays, and stays and stays until i talk about it with amber, but not to her fault she gets a little steamed that i have that insecurity, God has a really clever way of creating stress when something that you said you wouldn't do. In retrospect, PORN SUCKS and for those who look at it the way that porn was created to be looked at, you can't beat what i have to say, i just don't feel like saying it now. if you want, you can take me up on that and reply and say your reasons why it's "good" or "cool" or "sweet"
peace
PORN. yeah i know gasp!!! well here's why that's my subject for today. well as some of you who read this i think porn is wrong and disgusting, and i'm a hypocrit when it comes to saying that. again GASP!!!! but you see, i hate it, i hate how i say it's bad, how i know it's bad and yet i catch myself just going to sites. WTF? see for different people porn is different things, but i'm talking about me and most guys out there. porn is poison, it destroys female personality, making them more objects than human beings, and it destroys. okay here's what i mean: i made a pact with God to keep my body holy by not looking at porn, if i do, God gets to create a little hell in my life. well see i've had that for a long long time, lots of hell in my life. now it's taken to a different level. I am dating Amber as ALL of you should know and anything is fair territory for God to create a little hell. SO, i look at porn, stuff happens, like we argue, or i can't see her, or the worst, i get really insecure. It fucking sucks, i hate porn, since i've started to date amber, i rarely look at it, as in almost never which is good, but there's those times where i go on autopilot and i find myself there. it's trouble, and this insecurty crap isn't just stuff that goes away after one day, much like the rest of my hellish experiences, it stays, and stays and stays until i talk about it with amber, but not to her fault she gets a little steamed that i have that insecurity, God has a really clever way of creating stress when something that you said you wouldn't do. In retrospect, PORN SUCKS and for those who look at it the way that porn was created to be looked at, you can't beat what i have to say, i just don't feel like saying it now. if you want, you can take me up on that and reply and say your reasons why it's "good" or "cool" or "sweet"
peace