May 04, 2004 20:32
Okay, well I was freaking out a couple of days back, and thankfully my sister came home from Chicago for a visit and we went driving and I spilled my guts to her. Basically I am scared out of my mind when it comes to leaving Amber. And she was the voice of logic and rational. But I'm glad I could talk to her, cause I don't know what I would have done if it weren't for her.
Tomorrow is our race versus Glastonbury and E.O. Smith. It will be unacceptable if we loose. We are better than both teams and we have to race them. Well, I have figured out what has been making me feel sick. It's this freekin race. I can't get over the fact that we may loose, but we can't loose. It must not happen, loosing is not an option. Period, end of discussion.
Well I'm done. I know I haven't written anything in a long time, but nothing really has been happening that you guys would care about, so yeah, I'm done.