overdosed on apathy and deprived of sympathy
Have you ever seen me cry?
hmmm, for those of you that have congratulations, i must be around you a lot, and consider you one of the best people on the planet. for those of you that haven't.. well, you might eventually.
sorry, that was the only intriguing question (to me that is) on that one, "fill it out and tell me about myself" thing that i have seen.
soo yeah, really completely wayy too tired and apathetic to give any happy details of last week. so i'll do that later. otherwise, today was an absolute nightmare. oh, god. well yesterday i spent the day swimming with karen:) (and i mean REALLY swimming) and then i casme home and there were fun people at my house, so i had to stay up. then today, woke up extra early, and headed off camp stepping stones. I know i volunteered for this and all but oh lord, why on my first day did i have to get stuck with one of the worst kids there?!?!? he spits, he runs, he climbs, he grabs into everything he's not supposed to. GOD! i was about ready to hit him by the end of it. i almost broke his pants holding onto the beltloop (as to let him not run away). and so today was EXHAUSTING,i really did feel like crying. honest to god, in the middle of it all, i got soooooooo mad and tired and stuff, i really did want to cry. i absolutely CRAVED for people my own age after that. am i thwat suicidal, that I'm doing it every day till friday?! looks like it. oy
shoot me now please, it might be the best thing for me at this point.
hmmm, for those of you that have congratulations, i must be around you a lot, and consider you one of the best people on the planet. for those of you that haven't.. well, you might eventually.
sorry, that was the only intriguing question (to me that is) on that one, "fill it out and tell me about myself" thing that i have seen.
soo yeah, really completely wayy too tired and apathetic to give any happy details of last week. so i'll do that later. otherwise, today was an absolute nightmare. oh, god. well yesterday i spent the day swimming with karen:) (and i mean REALLY swimming) and then i casme home and there were fun people at my house, so i had to stay up. then today, woke up extra early, and headed off camp stepping stones. I know i volunteered for this and all but oh lord, why on my first day did i have to get stuck with one of the worst kids there?!?!? he spits, he runs, he climbs, he grabs into everything he's not supposed to. GOD! i was about ready to hit him by the end of it. i almost broke his pants holding onto the beltloop (as to let him not run away). and so today was EXHAUSTING,i really did feel like crying. honest to god, in the middle of it all, i got soooooooo mad and tired and stuff, i really did want to cry. i absolutely CRAVED for people my own age after that. am i thwat suicidal, that I'm doing it every day till friday?! looks like it. oy
shoot me now please, it might be the best thing for me at this point.