Today Sucks
10:52 am: So i guess subconsiously i wasnt prepared... i mean ive been waiting for the phone call from CJ and Chris for the last few weeks and it finally came... Jessica passes away. The words were expected when i looked down and saw the caller ID but for some reason it all became a reality. This is what happens to ppl with eating disorders they die... She was such a good friend... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... so im headed down to philly for the wake and funeral later this week.
12:20 pm: My roommate post bale for a dwi charge and since Sam is only 19 she is under the zero tolerance law and she wont see the drivers side of a car for another 2 years... at least not legally.
1:19 pm: Rebecca calls and tells me that she is on the way to the hospital with jack... who had another seziure. Seziure number 3 this month. There gonna change his meds since he keeps growing... he outgrows his dosage and this med is getting him off balance and causing him to not speak... which is weird cuz i didnt know meds could do that. Anyway... the poor kid will be 3 in June and hes had seziures all his life... and now Jerime and Becca are worried that Ben may have this disorder... hopefully he wont but the only thing we can do is wait and see.
3:04 pm: Work called me to say that 3 of our 4 closers have called in OH JOY so i had to go in and work with my least fav. person in the whole world... and since 2 of the 3 were no call no shows... there offically fired!!! which means more interviews and more orientation... which may be dull but i get paid double over time for doin them!!!
Anyway its been a long sad day... and it all boils down to this
I LOVE YOU JACK
I LOVE YOU JESS
I HATE YOU MCDONALDS
Eating disorders kill... get help or help someone please please please dont just sit back b/c before you know it you just may be attending a friends funeral... 20 is too young to die.