"You're a unlucky person, I know it.."
I've fallen in to a state of false emotions and the real shit is clawing at me. With every step I take and every word that comes out of my mouth just wanna burst into tears. I say I dunno why but it all is pretty clear in my head. I'm hurting. I thought maybe basketball, girls and going sober would make me feel good but nah son, it's not working.I just feel so lonely and shit. I've had like a billion mental break downs this week but I feel like they minor compared to what's coming. There's this feeling constantly following me and I can't run away from it. Someone just accept me. Love me, love me! Or atleast sit down and have a conversationwith over bud or liqz...ugh I feel like life is just getting to be too much...