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Nothing will ever feel the same, I'm afraid...
It's all so...different.
Without him here. People come and go, but--I...I've never felt so very alone before. I miss him. I do. And here--I know he would be the person I would go to, for feeling this way, but...
Oh.
I mustn't keep this...up. Not now. Honestly, he wouldn't want me feeling like this. I'm certain I'll be smiling again soon. After all. I have a wedding to plan.
It's all so...different.
Without him here. People come and go, but--I...I've never felt so very alone before. I miss him. I do. And here--I know he would be the person I would go to, for feeling this way, but...
Oh.
I mustn't keep this...up. Not now. Honestly, he wouldn't want me feeling like this. I'm certain I'll be smiling again soon. After all. I have a wedding to plan.