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Trying to find peace between my need for solitude and my need to be with people. It's been getting harder because of that stupid dream bringing me down, making me think of people that I want to wish away, just because I can't stand seeing such wonderful people destroy themselves.
And at the same time, I want to be around them, and love them unconditionally again, but I can't, because they won't let me help, and they don't see the problem. Maybe it's not my place to interfere in their lives, but the idea of losing such a wonderful mind sickens me.
I have a whole day to read, do the things I've been putting off, and to get my thoughts together. I need to decide what's more important to me, and why I'm letting such "trivial" things get in my way.
I know that I'll find what haven I'm looking for. It's just a matter of time.
And at the same time, I want to be around them, and love them unconditionally again, but I can't, because they won't let me help, and they don't see the problem. Maybe it's not my place to interfere in their lives, but the idea of losing such a wonderful mind sickens me.
I have a whole day to read, do the things I've been putting off, and to get my thoughts together. I need to decide what's more important to me, and why I'm letting such "trivial" things get in my way.
I know that I'll find what haven I'm looking for. It's just a matter of time.