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our last evening at the beach, for this trip. it has been an amazing weekend. monkey was über stressed this morning and i wanted to get on the beach, in the sun and sand and feel the water. ended up doing that while monkey put some pinstripes on the kid's car. it sucked that he didnt go with me, but i also learned that even when we are together i can still do my own thing.
its the first trip we've taken in awhile where i wasnt stressed goin into it. monkey needed the getaway...and i did my best to keep it stress free for him. which didnt work until he told me this morning that he was stressed trying to apease 3 different people, including me. after we talked it was better. he just needs to tell me things before we get to a point of being unhappy. i topd him that....hopefully he will talk next time.
i'm so done hanging out with a 21 yr old male who was raised militantly (so enthusiastic to do everything). i'm ready for it to just be me n mah monkey.
mmkay...i think im better...my parts are relaxing and im ready to wind down nad head to bed.
boo boo out.
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