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Greetings muses of the dead! First...
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Ok, now on to the real stuff. Tomorrow I go for my dizzy test, not the bloodwork I thought i was getting tomorrow. So maybe hopefully someone can tell me what is wrong with me. I blacked out a few times today, forgetting anything I had done at that time. I lost a few things doing this. Last night I was going through some magic cards and one minute they are right in front of me, and the next thing I know they are gone, and I found them in my drawer. And then today, during jewelry, I was helping mike with some extras stars for his chaimail flag, one minute they are in my hand, the next, I have no idea. They were sitting on a table about 10 feet from where I was standing... Not good, a little scared. Heres a poem I wrote during trig, nothing better to do during that class, plus I was a little dizzy.
Eternally Forever
Please, don't look into my eyes
Lost in the pain you would be
Forever filled with worry
Please, I don't want you like that
Self sacrifice to save you
Will only cause you sorrow
And pointless loss of my life
Selfish in wanting to help
If anything would happen
To my body or my mind
Where I'd be gone forever
If you can help me please try
I wouldn't want to leave you
Alone in this evil world
I would still always love you
Eternally, Forever
Kind of depressing I would guess, ofcourse thats for my kitty, but i wouldnt want to leave any of my friends either. If it turns out to be serious... I'm sorry everyone...
Heh... hehe... I love you...
Ok, now on to the real stuff. Tomorrow I go for my dizzy test, not the bloodwork I thought i was getting tomorrow. So maybe hopefully someone can tell me what is wrong with me. I blacked out a few times today, forgetting anything I had done at that time. I lost a few things doing this. Last night I was going through some magic cards and one minute they are right in front of me, and the next thing I know they are gone, and I found them in my drawer. And then today, during jewelry, I was helping mike with some extras stars for his chaimail flag, one minute they are in my hand, the next, I have no idea. They were sitting on a table about 10 feet from where I was standing... Not good, a little scared. Heres a poem I wrote during trig, nothing better to do during that class, plus I was a little dizzy.
Eternally Forever
Please, don't look into my eyes
Lost in the pain you would be
Forever filled with worry
Please, I don't want you like that
Self sacrifice to save you
Will only cause you sorrow
And pointless loss of my life
Selfish in wanting to help
If anything would happen
To my body or my mind
Where I'd be gone forever
If you can help me please try
I wouldn't want to leave you
Alone in this evil world
I would still always love you
Eternally, Forever
Kind of depressing I would guess, ofcourse thats for my kitty, but i wouldnt want to leave any of my friends either. If it turns out to be serious... I'm sorry everyone...