So here it is, neatly spelled out, and better than I could have ever put it --
Goodbye to All That, Part 2 by Robin Morgan.
This sums up much better than I ever could why so much of the media coverage of Hillary Clinton makes me sick to my stomach, so much so that it's hard for me to separate my protective feelings towards her as a human being from my views of her as a candidate, though I find the more I delve and the more I look at the numbers, the more that falls away.