blah!

[cregmel]

i do not handle stress well. i know i said i would stop getting so damn stressed out, but im seeing how this is going to be nearly impossible. i swear, everything that could have gone wrong this week seems as if it has. sure, yeah i know, worse things happen all the time so i shouldnt complain, yadda yadda blah. well i dont care. i need a break and its only the first week back to school. classes themselves actually arent that bad right now, its just everything else going on is going wrong. so i cant even wait for school to actually start getting hard. i dont know how im going to do this. what the hell am i doing!?

okay, bitching over. for now.