um thanks?
well i dont know what that is all about. but i guess some people are bitches. sweet.
i have no idea how im ever going to lead anything close to a "normal" life. im not sure if i care or not yet, i just know that i probably cant.
im starting to learn who i am and who i want to be. i dont have the guts to actually show people that yet, but someday i just might. im really starting to care less and less. which is good but can be bad at the same time. dont want to go overboard there.
expectations are going to kill me. ive realized that i create these insane expectations for everyone and everything and i hold on to them too tightly. and of course no one can ever meet them because theyre just not reasonable. i cant even meet my own. im going to change this. or ill be very alone and very miserable. each has its benefits i suppose.
seriously, whatever.
i have no idea how im ever going to lead anything close to a "normal" life. im not sure if i care or not yet, i just know that i probably cant.
im starting to learn who i am and who i want to be. i dont have the guts to actually show people that yet, but someday i just might. im really starting to care less and less. which is good but can be bad at the same time. dont want to go overboard there.
expectations are going to kill me. ive realized that i create these insane expectations for everyone and everything and i hold on to them too tightly. and of course no one can ever meet them because theyre just not reasonable. i cant even meet my own. im going to change this. or ill be very alone and very miserable. each has its benefits i suppose.
seriously, whatever.