Nov 16, 2005 01:48
i hate being dumb. i was writing this and of course i closed it.
so anyway, i like my userpic because it shows me doing what i do best: sleeping. something i should do even more of. ive already told some people this, but waking up is the worst possible feeling in the world i think. Its worse than war, famine, death, world peace, getting dumped, depression, losing a limb, or your dog getting run over by a car. sure, it sounds irrational, but how many times have you woken up asking, "man, why cant someone just run over my dog instead!?" yeah you know you do... or not cuz thats kind of sick. but i think you know what i mean.
hey im tired?
i had a horrible dream last night. the kind that gets under your skin and makes you feel like crap all day. i dont wanna say what it is, but it was worth mentioning.
ive given up on this good grades thing. calculus has killed any sense of pride i had in my ability to do well.
i am definitely looking forward to thanksgiving break. it has been far too long since ive seen that ellen racklyeft and thats just not right. of course, i want to see everyone else too. ive been missing a lot of people lately.
i am kind of unfeeling. about things. and i dont see why i would be or how to change that. but i probably should. nobody likes a robot.
ugh okay, this is even too long for me to read. so done.