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hah so i noticed i usually only update when im not happy. how fun is that?
im going to flip out on someone. i seriously just cant tolerate people lately which is really strange. i can handle just about anyone but this past week especially ive been really tense with everyone. i think it has to do with one of my classes. we talk a lot about things that mess with your head i guess and it just starts to make you think. and its just made me realize how incredibly ignorant people can be. i can handle people that are different from me and have different views but i can absolutely not tolerate people who are ignorant. that drives me nuts. i think im being so weird about it now because of the class, like im starting to realize how even the littlest of things can be so negative and wrong. im gonna go crazy!
im worried about where im going in life. i am interested in just about everything but i cant see myself actually doing anything at all. the things im especially passionate about have absolutely no career options unless i want to live in a box. but i dont even want to have a career in the things i enjoy most. i just want to learn more. i am gonna be one of those wacked out scholars who sits in libraries and studies crazily all the time. im going to write mediocre publications in my drawn out psychosis from all the ignorant people around me. BLAH! what a life. at least ill have cats im sure.
sure, im exaggerating, but i still feel the same way.
in other news, i really miss corps. i spent like 2 and a half hours talking to someone from capreg last night and looked at a bunch of pics that people posted. somehow i gotta make myself good again so i can march next summer.
my mom sent me a bunch of halloween candy today. it was really cute. i ate half of it already... :( but it was good so i really dont care.
mmm yeah.
im going to flip out on someone. i seriously just cant tolerate people lately which is really strange. i can handle just about anyone but this past week especially ive been really tense with everyone. i think it has to do with one of my classes. we talk a lot about things that mess with your head i guess and it just starts to make you think. and its just made me realize how incredibly ignorant people can be. i can handle people that are different from me and have different views but i can absolutely not tolerate people who are ignorant. that drives me nuts. i think im being so weird about it now because of the class, like im starting to realize how even the littlest of things can be so negative and wrong. im gonna go crazy!
im worried about where im going in life. i am interested in just about everything but i cant see myself actually doing anything at all. the things im especially passionate about have absolutely no career options unless i want to live in a box. but i dont even want to have a career in the things i enjoy most. i just want to learn more. i am gonna be one of those wacked out scholars who sits in libraries and studies crazily all the time. im going to write mediocre publications in my drawn out psychosis from all the ignorant people around me. BLAH! what a life. at least ill have cats im sure.
sure, im exaggerating, but i still feel the same way.
in other news, i really miss corps. i spent like 2 and a half hours talking to someone from capreg last night and looked at a bunch of pics that people posted. somehow i gotta make myself good again so i can march next summer.
my mom sent me a bunch of halloween candy today. it was really cute. i ate half of it already... :( but it was good so i really dont care.
mmm yeah.