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today's weather was amazing. my perfect day. that cold enough but not too cold. finally, after suffering 100 degree weather days...
im getting over this honors stuff fast. honestly, i cant believe the amount of work i have to do every week. i really think that the only way im able to do it is because i dont ever go out. so it kinda works right now, but all the work still sucks. writing 3-4 essays in one week is just not fun. or doing at least an hour of calc everyday on top of it. *whines some more*
when i was reading my 50 page article, something struck me as funny. its probably not, but hey, im tired and im gonna put it here anyway.
"What do we really mean when we say that someone has a 'sparkling personality'?...Can we say that sunlight appears a hundred foot-candles brighter to any person who scores above the ninetieth percentile on the Bright-Beam Personality Sparkle Scale than to those who score lower?"
yeah.
i wish my bed wasnt all the way up on the ceiling. yeah on the ceiling. my head actually barely touches the ceiling if i sit upright. im scared to sleep up there though bc none of my roomates are here for the weekend. so if i fall and die, no one will find me til later. we'll see.
i like my research project for honors 120 though. its cool. even though that requires more work, i at least think our idea is interesting. but its a secret.
first spanish exam on monday. kinda nervous. haha i dont know how to feel about grades in college. i guess as long as a i pull a 3.25 ill be good. but i have that stupid overachiever in me that wants to do better... i mean what is up with that. im in college, i dont have time to do better.
im going to take weight lifting and aerobics next semester to get rid of my credits. even though like 3 will still be goin to waste. im so mad, i hate wasting stuff...but my credits dont roll over, so gotta use em while i got em.
everything is my fault. i know this. and that bothers me. but not enough to do anything...which also bothers me. i dont know whats wrong with me. im weird.
okay whatever.
im getting over this honors stuff fast. honestly, i cant believe the amount of work i have to do every week. i really think that the only way im able to do it is because i dont ever go out. so it kinda works right now, but all the work still sucks. writing 3-4 essays in one week is just not fun. or doing at least an hour of calc everyday on top of it. *whines some more*
when i was reading my 50 page article, something struck me as funny. its probably not, but hey, im tired and im gonna put it here anyway.
"What do we really mean when we say that someone has a 'sparkling personality'?...Can we say that sunlight appears a hundred foot-candles brighter to any person who scores above the ninetieth percentile on the Bright-Beam Personality Sparkle Scale than to those who score lower?"
yeah.
i wish my bed wasnt all the way up on the ceiling. yeah on the ceiling. my head actually barely touches the ceiling if i sit upright. im scared to sleep up there though bc none of my roomates are here for the weekend. so if i fall and die, no one will find me til later. we'll see.
i like my research project for honors 120 though. its cool. even though that requires more work, i at least think our idea is interesting. but its a secret.
first spanish exam on monday. kinda nervous. haha i dont know how to feel about grades in college. i guess as long as a i pull a 3.25 ill be good. but i have that stupid overachiever in me that wants to do better... i mean what is up with that. im in college, i dont have time to do better.
im going to take weight lifting and aerobics next semester to get rid of my credits. even though like 3 will still be goin to waste. im so mad, i hate wasting stuff...but my credits dont roll over, so gotta use em while i got em.
everything is my fault. i know this. and that bothers me. but not enough to do anything...which also bothers me. i dont know whats wrong with me. im weird.
okay whatever.