i dont have anything to put here
i hate awkward situations.
so im home. brian drove me to ann arbor and i was picked up from there. from the 20 minutes i actually got to spend there, i realized how much mt. pleasant sucks. hah, but oh well. its one of those things. i dont even go out anyway so i guess it doesnt matter that theres not much to do. nice thought though.
i look different today. i dont know why or what it is but its strange. not good or bad or anything, just different.
i hate how things dont work out.
being home is kind of a downer. im not really doin anything bc theres no one to do stuff with but even if there were, id probably still be sittin here. the weirdest part is that in some sick way, i enjoy it. i enjoy being alone and not worrying about dealing with any other person at all. that sounds mean, but thats not how i mean it. i dont mind being around people, i do enjoy it quite often, but sometimes you just need to be really alone. the funniest part is, that no matter what, ill be unhappy either way. so whatever brain.
i really like herbal essences shampoo. i dont know what it does for your hair, but it smells good. so yeah.
i started wearing my retainers after not having worn them for like....um i dont remember how many months (way before tour). they hurt. bad. but i gotta deal with it because its my fault for not wearing them in the first place. i just dont want my teeth to get all jacked up like they were. beauty is pain right? haha i hate that phrase.
okay, random rambly entry over.
so im home. brian drove me to ann arbor and i was picked up from there. from the 20 minutes i actually got to spend there, i realized how much mt. pleasant sucks. hah, but oh well. its one of those things. i dont even go out anyway so i guess it doesnt matter that theres not much to do. nice thought though.
i look different today. i dont know why or what it is but its strange. not good or bad or anything, just different.
i hate how things dont work out.
being home is kind of a downer. im not really doin anything bc theres no one to do stuff with but even if there were, id probably still be sittin here. the weirdest part is that in some sick way, i enjoy it. i enjoy being alone and not worrying about dealing with any other person at all. that sounds mean, but thats not how i mean it. i dont mind being around people, i do enjoy it quite often, but sometimes you just need to be really alone. the funniest part is, that no matter what, ill be unhappy either way. so whatever brain.
i really like herbal essences shampoo. i dont know what it does for your hair, but it smells good. so yeah.
i started wearing my retainers after not having worn them for like....um i dont remember how many months (way before tour). they hurt. bad. but i gotta deal with it because its my fault for not wearing them in the first place. i just dont want my teeth to get all jacked up like they were. beauty is pain right? haha i hate that phrase.
okay, random rambly entry over.