The post that shows myside...

[creeves1982]

So…Donald says that I’m hurting John, Donald says that I’m being irrational. Well here is the post that should clear most of it up. OK. John is being over-emotional about the whole thing. Which is how John is. That’s one thing that I don’t need from John. For 14 years I’ve dealt with that. That’s made me like that. The comments he makes, (

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[ulic3000]

“What you did hurt me more then it did you” incorrect statement...what I have said about that and what Ihave always said about that is THAT WHAT YOU DID HURT ME MORE THEN YOU KNOW. BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I HAD FAILED YOU! BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMMING! I HAVE NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE CLAIMED TO BE PERFECT, ONE THING YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN ABOUT ME IS THAT I TRY TO MAKE AMMENDS FOR WHEN I FUCK UP. AND IF THERE WAS EVER A PROBLEM YOU HAD YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING, BECAUSE I TRY to change shit. IVE BEEN TRYING TO CHANGE ME, and its always been about me, not entirley true....HMM lets see I remember a bbq at your house an idea I came up with why? Well so you could be in a group setting to hang otu with ELyse...I spent $200 plus on that for you...because I thought it would be helping you...BEcause I thought it would be a good thing for you... When you were working at the photo lab in target and I had sarted to persue a job at Geico, I pushed you to apply there because Ithought it would be better for you... Whenever you needed money cause you wanted food at the diner or wherever I gave it if I it had without question without hesitation, but why am I bothering to write this because obviously when Ive tried to talk to you about all of this you havent give me the time of day. and the one thing I can think to say to you right now... Isnt fuck you or go to hell, or I hope you dissapear of the face of the earth. NO its simply this... You have been in my eyes a brother, and whatever you may think of me you have always had my love, my admiration and my respect. MAy I burn in hell if I truly have wronged you. I hope you find peace in life.